This grief is becoming too much. I don’t understand how life could be good and then all of a sudden the floor shatters beneath me. It’s been a few weeks since this all began and it doesn’t feel like it’s getting better. I hurt everyday. I just want to be with you again. Why did you let it go this far without telling me? We could have fixed it forever ago. I’ll I want and have ever wanted was to be yours, to make you happy, to do ANYTHING AND EVERYTHING for you. I miss you so much. I’ve never stopped loving you and my heart is afraid it never will. I know my heart now and it still wants you. God please give me a miracle.